Pouts and Shout Outs: Last Day Of March

Im listening to Lifehouse. Why am I ? I have no idea. Matches my mood. I was looking at my calendar and realized that I have two weeks left here. I know people know that. But it is so weird. I am sitting here. Not excited. Just blah. I looked in the mirror today and said to it "Your going home." It had not hit yet. So strange this feeling is. Last month I was crying and sad (being dramatic) but now I cant even flinch. Maybe because it just does not feel real to me. I can not explain it. I said it in my head but I think my mind, body and heart are actually numb. I seriously feel numb. Its not a bad thing. I feel my body developed tolerance. Pretty strange trying to explain. I will feel excited once its the last week I guess. But it feels like I am not going anywhere. Like home is here, I just woke up from a dream. Bizarre feeling right now. Never had this mood arise.

Any way. Im watching this movie Possession on the internet and I am blown because it keeps stopping. What the hell. If it was a dry boring movie I am sure it would work. Figures

How bad ass are these leggings. I wonder if the have a 3x?

So I want a new bag. I been carrying the same old rusty ass Bestsy bag forever. I might just buy a new one but yet I should be buying stuff for my house back home. I need to buy some dvds for me and Greg to watch. Greg and I are huge movie buffs. It is quiet sad.
Still have not found a nice blazer. I give up. I am suprized torrid does not sell all black ripped jeans. Thats odd. You would thing Tripp would have made some pants like that for the thicker woman. I'll wait. Only a matter of time.

So what else is new? I am packing slowly. Still having issues with this strange feeling I have. My dad needs to bring home some UPS boxes. I have a lot to ship back.

I want to give a shout out to two people. Special people. One is my friend Britney with the Hello Kitty shirt on. I adore her. She is one of my closest friends and I actually just met her. She the only child. Which is funny because I get along better with only children. There is an unspoken understanding there. Either way, I met her in September through Rose and I loved her. We even hang out together one on one and it works. She is an amazing friend and I think it is good t shout out amazing people
The next shout out I want to give is to Crystal. She has been following my blog and always putting her amazing 2 cents in my comment area! I adore her! She is a follower of my blog and she told me some great news. So I want to tell her Congradz again girlie. She is an awesome girl, and I am happy she gives me the time of day and reads my shit! LOL! Thanks Crystal girl!!!!!! p.s. I love your coat!