Dont Bring Me Down

I feel dark. It is sunday. Tomorrow is another day. I am watching this movie called Funny People. It has Adam Sandler and Seth Rogen in here. So far so good. It is a dark comedy. I so know how the guy feels like. Well, kind of. I do not of cancer of course, but I am sick this week. I been sick for two weeks, taking meds an drinking lots of juice. I hate looking around and seeing people walking around happy. People who are not sick. People laughing and smiling, going about there day as you sit there coughing and dying inside. I am such a drama fuck, its so sad. That why I try to vent here so I won't talk people ears off. At least here people have the choice to read this or not. I feel sick and I can tell I am not getting better anytime soon. As a woman I know my body. I can feel me getting sicker. I have no clue whats wrong with me. I am starting not to care, then I care again. This girl on this movie just said she had a skinny vagina. Thats funny. I have friends with those as well. Sorry, I am off subject.

I fell horrible today. I know tomorrow I will feel better. Everything hurts. My body hurts. Sitting down hurts. I want to just read all day and escape from my pain. Ouch Ouch Ouch. I might try and read The Host again, even though it bites and is getting super boring. I guess this is life. Greg says life can not be perfect all the time. If you come from a lifestyle like mine I guess its a hard pill to swallow.

Now, enough of my sickness..lets get to shit I like.

By the way, someone posted a comment about how the like my artwork. They posted themselves as anonymous and said they liked my drawings. So I started drawing more today. So thanks whoever you are, you just inspired me and did not even no it...thank you... :)

I can not wait for Eclipse to come out. I am ready. Man I feel bummed, I am so sorry I keep complaining. But being sick sucks so bad. I feel like I am the only one. Two weeks sick and I have never got better. What the fuck is antibiotics suppose to do? Kill bacteria right? What the fuck? It is such a blow. Hearing shit about doctors and other depressing shit just brings me down. Reminds me of this song by Sia...

Have you guys heard it? It is so beautiful. My music selection is such a mess. But I wil post the song at the end of this post. Hopefully I can find it.

How cool is this cake?

Id smoke just to use these....cute...

I CAN NEVER FIND SHOULDER PADED SHIT??? WHY!!!!!

I wish I had Prom again, because this would be my dress...

Why do I post shoes I would never wear?

I love this chicks shoes and stockings. So sweet! I love fur boots done right!

Okay. I am sorry again for being a drowned out emo girl. Being sick for two weeks is not fun. Also, being sick for two weeks and still no results is even worst. I hope I get better.