If your a follower of my blog you know I am all about pop culture. I always have been and always will be. I am Andy Warhol in my own head. I find beauty in fame and money. Yet I find the ugliest in it, which can also be beautiful. I love hollywood stories and love hearing about fame and success. I admired women in pop culture all my life as well, even when I was very young. Some women I wanted to be and others I already saw myself in them. Whether it was from a movie or from a song that they sung. Sometimes a look can just inspire me. I love powerful woman. I am all about woman sticking together as a whole. Unfortunately most woman hate each other. Which is sad. Here are the women I feel are like me, not like me, and the woman I would kill to be.
The Woman I Am:
When I found out she was playing Bella in the movie I thought she was so wrong for the part. But when the
movie finally came out she proved me wrong. I feel as if I am like her in a way. Very emo, to myself, only
close to close friends. There is an awkwardness about her. She seems so unsure about herself and then
again she might be just shy. I love the fact her style is simple and that she is so un-hollywood even when the
world wants her to be. She is very personal which is nothing like how I am, but I feel I am like her personality
wise. Im to myself as I get older.
The Woman I Want To Be:Amber is such a goddess to me. She is so beautiful. You can tell she is all about being herself and staying true to herself. One day she can walk around in sweats and the next in heels. I find her so attractive as well. Im not bisexual but I would be if she came onto me. I guess that makes me kind of a lezzi. Its between her and Nicki Minaj really. If I had to choose it would be her. Amber is very strong when it comes to people talking bad about her, she never cares. I would love to be like that. Its something I look up too. She styles herself. And what I love most about her is she will command your attention. What black woman do you know will shave there head completely bald? No one. Woman are to scared to do it. Yet, she rocks it without losing her femininity.
The Woman I Know:I love Rihanna. Her story is amazing. She will always be remembered for that night in the car with Chris Brown. She will always be remembered for going back out with him after the fact. Now she is going to be the woman who moved on and left her past relationship behind. If you listened to her album Rated R you can tell that their relationship was always rocky. We all know a Rihanna. We all have a friend that could not let go, or let go too soon. I feel like I know Rihanna. I have millions of friends that are Rihanna. I admire all my close friends. I think she is stunning and beautiful as well...
Also! Don't we all have that one friend that dropped there boyfriend and then all of a sudden they looked 100% better? Their style changed, hair changed, body started looking better....thats what happened with Rihanna right? Its awesome watching a friend bounce back.
The Woman I Will Never Be:I would never be Lady Gaga. And I say that because no one can be her. I will honestly say why, because I do not have the balls. She has this power that no one understands, not even me. She is the only human I know that will ignite the rumors about her more and more, just to keep you talking. Look at these pictures of her as a man. She got dressed in Drag for Vogue Magazine. Now be honest?If someone called you a tranny would you wear a suit to school the next day and a tie? You would not. I would not. If someone said I looked like a tranny I would honestly cry. Gaga would laugh and wear a fake dick for the rest of the day. I will never have balls like that. Gaga is from another planet I swear. Her art is amazing. Her style is from another universe. She has a ego made of steel. I will never ever be like her, she is to strong.
The Woman of all Women