Art Junk Only: Skatedecks & Cupids Love...

The art bug has finally bit me once again. Inspiration, welcome home.

Jackie, Im back in business again.

Hopefully it is here to stay. I have not called my parents in about 2 days. I feel bad. Im gonna call them tomorrow. Just haven't been feeling up t answering the phone. The creative juices are flowing and Im ready to start back on my drawing journey again. Sorry no fashion is up today. I was sketching on my free time, trying to keep the creative wheels turning. Long day, but its almost over. I really got influenced by this sculpture. I'll post which exact sculpture once I actually FINISH this project. I tend to never finish anything anymore. I showed Rose the sculpture and she told me to go for it, so I will. My friend Jackie would know the sculpture Im sure. I swear statues back then had the best poses and bodies ever. Sometimes I wish I could hire a nudist to come pose for me.

I wish..

Greg at the movies Saturday, he can't wait for Fast & Furious to come out.

rawr!

So I like I said, I started drawing again. The very last time I actually drew something from my heart was a few months back. Not too far back. Maybe the beginning of February. I remember being afraid to post it because of my fear and worries about being so vulnerable. But the best thing about art is, you can have a code for everything. I do not know why I did not post this given the fact this picture has a lot of hidden secrets and mysteries. I of course never finished it. Because I still had doubts and worries in my life. Now that I feel perfectly fine about my life and where its headed, I feel free to show you guys. This is not going on Facebook or Twitter. It lies here, and only here.

Check It Out:

unfinished, as always...

I have a thing with Owls lately. He is holding the word Worried and Fear. If you look above the Owl, very closely you can see fallopian tubes and a baby footprint...

Deep.

So much is going on I know. If you noticed, everything has locks and key holes. For me it all represents "uncertainty" and not being able to know what to "open". Lotus flowers to represent buddha teachings I have learned, representing calmness.

For me this is the deepest part of the picture. Its me (an unfinished me) holding a piglet with its fallopian tubes below it. This moves me so much because...

Well....

We all have our reasons...

my favorite part is the footprint...

Elephant represents another Buddhist scene. Its me holding the good side of things...which of course I never see....at the time

This should be the most important part of the picture, but its a brain...my brain..

Tee hee..

Its a pretty huge picture. I should have finished it. But I guess because now, since I feel a total different way then I have before, I feel there is not point? Maybe? I dunno. I know most of this picture seems disturbing but I still thought it would be nice to share fully. It means a lot to me.

AND ALSO!

I got this amazing comment the other night from someone Anonymous. I wanted to say thank you for your amazing comment, it made my day and was very touching. No one says sweet things like that to just anybody, and I wanted to take the time out to say you touched me with that super nice comment...

So this picture is for you....thanks for following beautiful....

The Rosie Baby:Final Wig

She is not feeling it. She thinks its way too dark. I like it! I agree its dark for her face. Rose needs color, its just a must. She played with it a lot in the mirror. This would be amazing with highlights I think. Va Voom!

Check out more pics of the final wig:

Art Junk Only:

Everything was inspiring me today, everywhere I turn. I was on Tumblr pulling pictures to draw left and right. Here is my top inspirations today.

Chest Tattoos:

I think I am falling in love with chest tats because its something that fills the whole canvas, nothing is blank on a chest tattoo. Plus I like repetition in a drawing...

Owls:

I love owls for some damn reason. I notice I own Owl earrings and an Owl shirt. I love them all. Every time I see one I wanna draw now.

Number One Influence:

Skate Decks

I would die a million deaths to do this. Its beautiful. Even though skaters will just scruff it up while doing Tony Hawk tricks. Check out all these amazing skate decks. Who ever does this as a business..go to hell...im jealous...

maybe one day..

sigh

Celeb Nitez:

Rihanna:

Ummm...

nuff said...

Diggy & his Girlfriend:

You know. Because Diggy (from Runs House) is only like 14 or 15, Ima be nice. But, why is it that male rapper girlfriends all look alike? Do they come from the same uterus? They all look like re-incarnated doll babies. Diggy is like 16 maybe...and he has a 15 year old Kim Kardashian. Where do you guys find these chicks? Venus? She looks like a"rapper girlfriend" in training. Look at her! Big weave, fair skin, thick lips....kiss my ass...

I cant...

next

By the way, his fathers a reverend...hope he knows his son is fucking.

I MISS JERSEY SHORE ALREADY!

LOve Ya'LL And GooDNigHt!