Saturday, January 1, 2011

P$@%! and Religion Is All I Need: Lashes & Gashes

The trip is pretty much over and of course I could not please everyone. Im always fucking up seeing everybody. Oh well, can't please everybody. Im kinda feeling under the weather, not sick wise but mental wise. Maybe my brain is over loaded. I have no clue. Lately I have not been all there. Im surrounded by sane people with no issues, least issues they think is not important. I always feel that emotionally Im by myself. Its a lonely road. Reminds me of that Kid Cudi song "All Along". Im happy, don't get me wrong, but I am just realizing things more then I did before. I guess you can blame the new year on that..

So enough about my emo-mazing issues...

I was at TJ Maxx yesterday and found this vintage like shirt. Of course you know I bought it, look at the shoulders. I love it. Its very "Granny Gabonzo" like...thats what Rose says..

So over the Christmas break, Rose bought me the best eye palette ever..
I always wanted it and the colors are 2 die for!
Check it out:

It also lights up!
I had no idea!

My gorgeous friend Holly

My girl Holly got me on these amazing beers. Its called woodchuck hard cider. So freaking good! It taste exactly like apple cider. Also there is a video below of our time together. She is stunning, at least to me. She is 5'11 and has a beautiful personality...
and she just had a baby by the way...
and she looks like THAT...
Video Below:

So I have this new craze about feathers or fax fur. I love it. More with feathers. Black Swan influenced me on this feather craze...I must say..(even thought the movie sucked ass to me..)
Check out the similar looks:

Celeb Shit I Stalk:

Rih in a nice black panther bathing suit

Taylor Momsen:
I love her fuck what you heard

Great actress...great look..

Nicki Minaj:
I watch her like a hawk

Jessica Alba:
fierce shoes...
Beyonce and Solange:
I think Solange is so strange sometimes..

Music my Music:

Downloaded And Danced Today:

1.) Hell Of A Life by Kanye favorite song on album
2.) No Hands by Waka Flocka
3.) Fireworks by Katy Perry..again...

"No more drugs for me, pussy and religion is all I need" - Kanye West - Hell Of A Life

Im ready...

Music is such a liberation for me. It understands me as I understand it.
Songs about right now, yesterday and tomorrow...

Song That Related To Me Right Now:
Strawberry Gashes by Jack Off Jill

My Wake Up Song This Morning:
No Hands by Waka Flocka
(its so catchy!)

My Good Night Song:
All Along by Kid Cudi

The Rabbit Eye:

For New Years, I want a new vibrator with ultra speeds..
like this one.

And scene...


  1. Love the Tj Max item you bought I hope you feel better I get that way from time to time hang in there sweets. Happy New Year

  2. In love with that TJ Maxx shirt & the Urban Decay palette <3

  3. Look like you had a good time Also very cute Shirt. Happy New Years.

  4. Loveeee that top you got!! The shoulders are so chic! Happy New Year!

  5. Happy New Year
    I think sometimes this time of year makes us a little nostalgic for simpler days, I feel like there's a lot more on my plate now too so I can assure you you're not alone, but be strong, whatever issues you have I'm certain you can overcome them and do it whilst smiling :)
    Looks like you had such a great time.
    That top and make up set are gorgeous, lucky girl!
    Wishing you the best for 2011

  6. Looks like you had a blast!! I am glad someone else likes Taylor Momsen!!

  7. That is one of the only Katy Perry songs I really like. Firework is pretty awesome. Makes me feel like I can do anything.

    Awesome shirt. The beadwork on the shoulders is pretty cool.
    I got a leather vest for my birthday that I need to wear. I loves it. I want to airbrush the back of it.