Thursday, August 25, 2011

The Coldest Summer: Updates On The End...

So much is going on these days.
I will start blogging then stop suddenly given doctor appointments and nice relaxing sleeps. My body is officially, pregnant. This whole pregnancy has been a dream. No pains and barely any gains. I loved it. If this is what pregnancy is all about, count me in again. Well, one day. I got to get Rose pregnant soon so my daughter will have a new best friend or boyfriend...one of the two.


I say my body is officially preggers because Im full. I have a belly and now people really really noticed. And most of all, Im about to drop off my daughter. Im pretty stoked. She is officially getting evicted soon. I always thought I would be terrified of the day I give birth but I am very excited. My husband is ready as well, Greggers. He has been, of course, amazing through out this pregnancy. He has been so helpful and always there for me. I can't wait to bring our child into the world for both of us. Me and him are so curious. We wonder who she will look like, who she will act like. I already have a feeling she will be more like Greg personality wise. Her temperament in the womb is so relaxed. She is a kicker and likes to stretch out. One sonogram she had her arm over her head while she was sleeping. Just like Greg. She doesn't squirm, freak out, or stress. Hey, I could be wrong. She might come out screaming like me and turn out being a complete spazz. But the way she moves inside me, Its like I already know her. She is very chill, never made me vomit, or ill. The only thing I noticed is when she is balled on one side of my stomach and I pat her to move....she refuses.
She moves on her watch..
(sounds like me..)

Im still looking at things that need to change. I noticed its people more than me. But Its easy to get rid of people. Yet then again not all people. I guess that will come with practice. Sometimes I feel lost when it comes to certain things, but hopefully I will find my nitch, and find my way.

I still get lots of advice. Some people tell and I take in. Others, I smile and nod then secretly ask myself "How would you know..." I hear so much I could right a book. I love how everyone knows everything. And most things I was told was negative. All about pain and issues, when so far I have been pretty ..well...okay. I'll never understand that.

So, anyway.
Basically. I will be having the Boobooski next week. They induced me. Even though I looked like a ding dong and had to ask what that meant. But they are gonna bust my bubble, literally. Oh man am I stoked. It almost seems unreal. I will make of course a couple of updates then as well. Sorry about the "no fashion" right now. Soon I will be back with a regular stomach soon. But overall, the pregnancy is pretty much over.
Even though I never felt pregnant.
Im excited, and Im going to do my best to be a good Mom (sounds weird saying Mom). I am pretty smitten with her these days already. I never thought I would have my own family. My own new generation started.

Thanx Mom!
Also, I know I stated that California was looking small and that the East-coast was looking our way. But Im not so sure anymore. So far every move we make, points to staying in California.
Over the weekend when Greg was getting his car fixed. Long story, his car went bonkers yet again. The place we go is called Lael's International Auto and the owner Lael is from Maryland my home town. Of course we get the hook up because of that but while we was waiting around, Lael said something that stuck with me. He asked if Greg and I were headed back home (Maryland) anytime soon. We both looked at each other and said the outcome looked like "no" for awhile. And then Lael says to us.."Remember....," he then held his hand over my stomach and said "Where ever she is, that IS home. Remember that."
And I'll never forget that.
More Updates Coming Peeps.........

8 comments:

  1. OH MOYA!! I AM CRYING AFTER READING THIS! I CAN FEEL YOUR EMOTIONS IN THIS POST! THIS PREGNANCY HAS MATURED YOU IN JUST THIS SHORT TIME. WHAT A MARVELOUS BLESSING THE LORD IS GIVING YOU WITH BOOBOOSKI!! I AM SO SUPER EXCITED FOR YOU AND GREG! I KNOW YOU WILL BE A WONDERFUL MOTHER BECAUSE IN JUST THIS SHORT TIME THAT I HAVE BECOME YOUR CYBER-FRIEND I CAN TELL THAT YOU ARE A REAL SWEETHEART! YOU HAVE HUGE FEELINGS, ARE A GIVER AND REALLY APPRECIATE THOSE THAT YOU LOVE. I HOPE I GET THE OPPORTUNITY TO MEET YOU ONE DAY! I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT NEXT WEEK YOU OFFICIALLY BECOME A MOMMY! IT IS A HUGE HUGE RESPONSIBILITY BUT AT THE SAME TIME IT IS SO MUCH FUN AND WHAT I BELIEVE GOD WANTED YOU TO BE! I WILL PRAY THAT YOU HAVE A SAFE (AND SPEEDY) DELIVERY AND THAT YOUR PRECIOUS GIFT COMES OUT HEALTHY AND STRONG! AS A MOTHER I WANT TO GIVE YOU A SMALL BIT OF ADVICE....NEVER ARGUE WITH GREG IN FRONT OF YOUR CHILD. NEVER SAY ANYTHING NEGATIVE TO HER ABOUT HER FATHER. WHEN SHE GOES TO SLEEP, EAT YOURSELF SOMETHING AND YOU GO TO SLEEP TOO. I WAS STARVING AND SLEEP DEPRIVED IN THE BEGINNING BECAUSE I THOUGHT I HAD TO STAY UP AND WATCH HER BREATHE! LOL FINALLY, GIVE HER LOTS OF HUGS AND KISSES AND TELL HER HOW MUCH YOU LOVE HER OFTEN! LOVE YA GIRL AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE PICTURES! I DIDN'T GET AN EPIDURAL! ALL NATURAL BABY!! YOU BETTER MAN UP OR SHOULD I SAY WOMAN UP BECAUSE IT TAKES A REAL WOMAN TO GIVE BIRTH!! HAHA DON'T BE SCARED! THINK OF ALL THE WOMEN THAT HAVE DONE IT BEFORE YOU AND WE ARE ALIVE AND WELL. IT WILL BE OVER BEFORE YOU KNOW IT AND YOU WON'T REMEMBER A THING! IT IS OBVIOUS WE DON'T REMEMBER THE PAIN WHICH IS WHY WOMEN KEEP DOING IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN! LOL KIAH

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  2. What a beautiful post! This is such an exciting time for your family and I can't wait to read more! :)

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  3. Just amazing. I really adore how excited you are for this chapter in your life.

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  4. OMG! Thats soo wonderful! I am sooo happy for u and can't wait to see the lil artisitic fashionista or fashionisto! Congrats gurl! Please keep us posted!

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  5. Good Luck!! I'm sure everything will go beautifully!!

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  6. I'm so happy for you. I can't wait to see picture of your baby girl.

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  7. Awww... what a blessing! Congrats on your soon to be bundle of joy! I look forward to having a family of my own someday soon! God Bless you and your family!

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  8. OMG..OMG...I am so excited for you guys. I wish I could be here to see her sweet little face! I know she is going to be a lovely little person and I can't wait to see pictures and hear stories about this new little beginning!!

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