The Coldest Summer: Updates On The End...

So much is going on these days.

I will start blogging then stop suddenly given doctor appointments and nice relaxing sleeps. My body is officially, pregnant. This whole pregnancy has been a dream. No pains and barely any gains. I loved it. If this is what pregnancy is all about, count me in again. Well, one day. I got to get Rose pregnant soon so my daughter will have a new best friend or boyfriend...one of the two.

I say my body is officially preggers because Im full. I have a belly and now people really really noticed. And most of all, Im about to drop off my daughter. Im pretty stoked. She is officially getting evicted soon. I always thought I would be terrified of the day I give birth but I am very excited. My husband is ready as well, Greggers. He has been, of course, amazing through out this pregnancy. He has been so helpful and always there for me. I can't wait to bring our child into the world for both of us. Me and him are so curious. We wonder who she will look like, who she will act like. I already have a feeling she will be more like Greg personality wise. Her temperament in the womb is so relaxed. She is a kicker and likes to stretch out. One sonogram she had her arm over her head while she was sleeping. Just like Greg. She doesn't squirm, freak out, or stress. Hey, I could be wrong. She might come out screaming like me and turn out being a complete spazz. But the way she moves inside me, Its like I already know her. She is very chill, never made me vomit, or ill. The only thing I noticed is when she is balled on one side of my stomach and I pat her to move....she refuses.

She moves on her watch..

(sounds like me..)

Im still looking at things that need to change. I noticed its people more than me. But Its easy to get rid of people. Yet then again not all people. I guess that will come with practice. Sometimes I feel lost when it comes to certain things, but hopefully I will find my nitch, and find my way.

I still get lots of advice. Some people tell and I take in. Others, I smile and nod then secretly ask myself "How would you know..." I hear so much I could right a book. I love how everyone knows everything. And most things I was told was negative. All about pain and issues, when so far I have been pretty ..well...okay. I'll never understand that.

So, anyway.

Basically. I will be having the Boobooski next week. They induced me. Even though I looked like a ding dong and had to ask what that meant. But they are gonna bust my bubble, literally. Oh man am I stoked. It almost seems unreal. I will make of course a couple of updates then as well. Sorry about the "no fashion" right now. Soon I will be back with a regular stomach soon. But overall, the pregnancy is pretty much over.

Even though I never felt pregnant.

Im excited, and Im going to do my best to be a good Mom (sounds weird saying Mom). I am pretty smitten with her these days already. I never thought I would have my own family. My own new generation started.

Thanx Mom!

Also, I know I stated that California was looking small and that the East-coast was looking our way. But Im not so sure anymore. So far every move we make, points to staying in California.

Over the weekend when Greg was getting his car fixed. Long story, his car went bonkers yet again. The place we go is called Lael's International Auto and the owner Lael is from Maryland my home town. Of course we get the hook up because of that but while we was waiting around, Lael said something that stuck with me. He asked if Greg and I were headed back home (Maryland) anytime soon. We both looked at each other and said the outcome looked like "no" for awhile. And then Lael says to us.."Remember....," he then held his hand over my stomach and said "Where ever she is, that IS home. Remember that."

And I'll never forget that.

More Updates Coming Peeps.........