Realization: Take One

New video about being bigger then most women and the women I know who are small, well, one woman. Sometimes when you think the grass is greener on the other side it really isn't. Be yourself. Be yourself....

All Black Party In D.C: Fashion Is The New Black

Im chilling listening to Wales cd. I dont listen to rap alot, actually not at all. But Wale is from d.c and he did a song with my girl Lady Gaga. So he already scored points with me being from my home town and being cool with the Gaga. Im glad thanksgiving is over. When my mom gets bored she picks fights with people. So now I have to plan my escape from her when Christmas comes. Thanksgiving weekend was wild. Wild....

I have issues, anyway...I went out with my main bitches and we had fun at this club called k-street. I had fun. This is my outfit.. black friday was my friend...tee hee.

Shirt: Target

Leggings: Torrid (originally 38 dollars..got them for 8...and what!)

Boots: Torrid

Necklass: F21

mY GIRL: Brittany

Shirt: Guess

Leggings: Torrid (i made her buy these...)

Boots: Old Navy
Thick Chicks Are Sexy: No Butt-Pads Included

I Gonna Be There Till The End..100%

Rose birthday weekend passes. Life is going fast right before my eyes. Next thing you know it will be time to pack up and get ready to go home to California and be with my husband. Lately I've been dreaming about it and waiting for it. Im so excited. This vid is one of Roses birthdays that I recorded and forgot to but on. I did black friday so you guys look out for next week. :)

Happy Thanksgiving!

Great 3 months so far. I saw New Moon. I planned a good birthday for Rose. All was well. Im getting by pretty far.....heres some pix














So far its been a good three months. I've been keeping busy and doing well without Greg. I miss him alot. But I have my girls Britney and Rose. Here are some of the pictures of my time here.

Laced Wit Doubt: Leggings Are My Friend

I cant get over leggings. They are the shit. I was just telling Rose I love going out because it gives you an excuse to shop more and more. It does! I have some money in the bank. We re suppose to go to a all black party on friday. Im having a hard time right now. My moms a drunk and she likes to take her anger out on he people around her...why??? Because she is a drunk. I am not lying. She is an alcoholic. It sucks being in the cross fire when shes that smashed. It makes me hate her.

Im not ashamed to talk about my problems because I like to be real with my life and not but a blanket over my eyes. i call it like it is.

Anywho, I got lace leggings from Torrid. And I got the No Doubt shirt from there as well. Torrid is the shit. I love that store, its so expensive..ughh...I have alot going on right now...Its stress...stress and more stress...

But next week is December......time is moving.

And I have to remind myself, I can leave if I want....I dont have to stay here..




Shirt: "NO DOUBT" Torrid 10 dollars on sale

Leggings: Torrid 28 dollars...

Boots: Torrid....68 sumthing...

Neckless: F21..like 8 dollars...

By the way forever 21 is the best place to go for awesome jewelry.

Big Girls Dont Cry

Wow. I am living a double life. I tell my mom that I want to lose weight and then I look in the mirror and I dont. When I saw these pictures it made me feel great. It made me feel like I dont need to be a size 13 or 12.....

Gabby is such an inspiration. I wish I could be like her. She so confident and into her own skin. I wish I could be half the woman she is...

I've been slumping. Alot has been going on with Roses birthday and my moms being a complete bitch to me. I will post some new threads up soon. Until then..Heres some good stuff taht

Dyed In Ur Armz Tonite

I thought I would dye my hair blonde this evening. It didnt turn out the way I wanted but I guess thats okay. It looked better with the conditioner in it. I should have left it in longer.
I went to walmart for all this crap...Im pissed that my hair isnt that color...what the fuck...

Anywho, here is some great photos of my girl Rihanna at the AMA's last night.



Rihanna can do no wrong in my eyes. Her style is the definition of fierce..

:Rose Birthday weekend

New Moon Fucking Rawked

Glittering Buttercupz: New Sneakz

I got these rad shoes from Rainbow for only 20 dollars. I know these shoes are loud as hell. But I love them anyway. I have like 50 hats that match these shoes...They can make the most simplest look even better. The have glittery stuff all over them, how cool! The also had a shiny silver pair as well. This week I spent all my money on hair products....i should have done that. Now Im broke...oh well, I got new shoes.





Shirt:Ross

Leggings: Target

Shoes: Rainbow

Scarf: F21

Hat: F21

The cover up thingy: F21

Art Saves 4: The Video

Art Saves 3: Banana Me Happy Art

Here is a taste of the art that Im loving right now. I love photography so much and would get into it if I knew what I was doing. Plus cameras cost a mint. So that will not be happening. Im not sure who most of the artist's are. Check out the hotnezz...