All My Life I Wanted To Be Somebody Now Here I Am! - The Wild One

So my brain is screwed again, my brain has a short in it. I get alot of inspiration, and then, its gone. What the hell. Im staring at a blank picture as I type. I want to make my own body type but I need a model. Damn it! I need someone to model for me, and of course I have no models. I wish I had a muse or something. I am so use to drawing real people I fell I forgot how to draw cartoons....*shit*

There is this girl. She is something fierce. She is my friend on Facebook but I never met her I swear. We just hung out with the same big group of people. She is so pretty. She is black, has very short hair and has the most unique face I have ever scene. I feel like a stalker. But she looks just like a character I want to create, I wish I knew her better. Her face is perfect for what I am trying to do. I wish I could show you guys her picture.

So whats my plan for tonight?

Nothing.

Listen to Classical music while I try to draw, sounds about right.

Wish me luck man...

Todays Outfit:

All Torrid

All black corset lines top - 20 dollarz

Black and white stripped cover up - 14 dollarz

Cropped linen pants - 46 dollarz

Belt - I forgot...it was a 50% off sale.....

Andy Warhol bag - Beat up just how I like it...

Pictures I love and adore:

Great outfit. Love the shoes....

the goddess

DAMN it! Nothing hurts more then a beautiful pair of dreds! Unfortunalty, my hair is not as kinky (nappy..as black people would say....). My hair is very soft and curly, more wavy and such. I wish it wasn't, then my hair would look more like this....

How funny?

A black girl wishing she had "nappier" hair..

Hmm... you don't hear that often..

Gaga cooking.....why is she so awesome...?

Christ!

Ending the post with Willow and Jada....

amazing

Inspirations from Fashion: Part II Art & Cat Walk

Island of Decembrence: Mekeda Stopage...first sketch

Inspiration is a powerful thing. Well, at least for me it is. I am an artist and artist see things in different ways then most do. I can look at a street and see things your average human being will not see. My brain works very differently, even my husband has noticed. I love art. It makes me who I am. "Art is War" as what my girl Otep would say. Expression at its best. I am not a writer, or a fashionista, but I am an artistic being. The world inspires me. Even a pair of beat up vintage church shoes can edge me to draw the most weirdest things....I have to really admit I like that about myself. I see things most cant.

And of course, on this blog, I show all my inspirations and sometimes go back and look at all my post to gain some ideas. This is nothing new. So in enjoy!

Inspiration: Willow Smith (bad ass kid)

Inspiration: Shoes with a god damn face.....wow

Inspiration: sex. That is all.

Inspiration: Rihanna looks pretty hawt in this pic...

Inspiration: I would so be Kanye if i was a black man..

Inspiration: style on point

Inspiration: well...we all know her inspiration....Rih Rih

Inspiration: Twilight? sex...

Inspiration: sex....

OFF SUBJECT!

Letter to my once IDOL Britney Spears,

What the fuck happened Brit? You were on top of your mother-fucking game and now this? Im gonna say this, I am ashamed! You are a mess! You look a fucking mess! How the hell did you make so much money and have a weave this horrible?! I know trannys who make 8.50 an hour with better hair! This is uncalled for. Get you life together! Brit I loved you! You guys should have saw my room in high school! THE WALLS WERE COVERED WITH BRITNEY!!!! Now look at this mess! Bitch what happened?!

Ewwwww!

Britney you a grown ass woman!

Inspiration: I just want this ....

Inspiration: she has been my inspo since 7 years old....Angie at the Salt premiere

Inspiration: Kstew Swag

Inspiration: Michelle Rod (for short) and her "lady friend"...

Inspiration: this chick can dress...NOW THIS..Is an outfit!

Inspiration: Sucker Punch!!!! I wanna see this movie! Jackie!!!! watch preview!

Inspiration: Greattttt movie...Angie is super skinny man...:/

Inspiration: Vanessa Simmons...class

Inspiration: Rih Rih on the set of Eminems new single

Inspiration: tats

Inspiration: I love this look! I need a beat up jean jacket asap

Inspiration: fierce

Inspiration: I have a little crush on M Rod today..

for those who need her real name

Michelle Rodguiez

Inspiration: style on point...colors

Inspiration: thats its..i want denim

Happy Anniversary Weekend: Love Makin With Target

This anniversary was pretty, interesting, to say the least. Three years down. I am pretty impressed. So my outfit was this shirt from Torrid and it came with this lovely gold belt. How nice. I got it on sale. I think it was a summer sale. You know how I get when I hear something is 50% or 30% off.

So my weekend was nice. Had some "quality time" and of course I then got my damn "mother nature" call. What the hell! I can't believe it! Well, in a good look at things, Its good to know Im no where near preggers. I have no time in my life for a baby. Oh God no! Maybe next year, but certainly not know. Greg an I are so random. The kid would be so goofy and strange. I am not sure if the kid would be emo or just non emotional. Greg and I are two different people.

Okay back to the fashion...

This look was pretty simple and to the point.

I wanted to be comfortable.

I was going to dye my hair jet black and ram some purple in there but Im'a do that next year. Im feeling this color right now.

So I went to Target and GOD DAMN WHAT A SALE! I finally got my favorite leggings ever! I wanted floral leggings so bad! I got many more things, I will preview them as days go by.

Rosie's order from Avon

Greg @ Harney Sushi

You can not really see but at Target this chicks shoes was off the chain. It was straps all over the sandals, I wanted her shoes. Her kids were pretty loud....

proof other black people live in california....see! We exist!

Greg@ the movies

We saw Salt by the way, very good movie! Angie I love you baby!

Nice anniversary! Nice sushi night! Nice Movie! Now its time to go to bed and start another week. Im so broke....lets hope two weeks hurry up. I start school soon very soon.