The Artist Side: The Beauty Of Ugly

I took some fun pictures. I love photography a lot. I have to buy another art book to sketch in and then I will be straight. Until then I have been playing with my camera. Of course I have a busted camera that hardly works but its fun. I also bought this magazine that has all this art and tattoo stuff in it. Its pretty rad. Makes me wanna draw so bad but like I said. I got zero material. So I just sketch and take pictures of Greg when he does not know it. I am such a stalker. Check it out. Some are already signed and labeled. Others are not. All these were quick and fun, nothing was for school (thank god). All was done for my own stash...
Some stuff I name and some stuff is just untitled. Many people do not have an eye or give two shits about art. And I understand that. Yet some really really do. Fashion is art in some peoples mind. It is in mine, but fashion had to start somewhere. With photos and paper...sketches and poloroids. I know I can not spell but bear with me. So because I share my life and love with this blog, I have to show the art side. I have fun with all things art..even shit I suck at...

One thing I love about photography, everyone shot has a story...

Runaway Sunday

I finally saw the god damn Runaways! I have been wanting to see that for so long and finally today out of luck I saw it! I was riding down by Encinitas with Greg and saw the movie sign for it. The theatre was very old and antique looking. Very aged and the ceiling was peeling off. I loved it. The screen even had the old time lines in it like an actual aged film. It was epic, I was so into the whole theme of the place. So anyway, we went inside and got popcorn and some Monster drinks and watch the movie. The movie was just, fantastic. Dakota was rocking the shit as Cheri and Kirsten...Oh man Kirsten..... was just an actress. She is amazing as Joan Jett. She growled like Joan, she screamed like Joan. Even signed her name on the contract with her left hand just like Joan. Wow that movie was good. It made me feel something.

The movie is basically about rocker punk girls without a place in the world finding their love in sex, drugs and rock and roll. I am buying the shit out of the dvd when it comes out. The movie just said "Rebel" all over it. It made me feel....I can't even tell you..........It made me want to run down the street and kick trash cans and yell in a persons face. I felt free. I felt like I was one of the Runaways. It made me love life. It made me love myself and my friends. It made me happy for some odd reason..

Amazing movie.

Also I am guessing Kirsten was playing a lesbian, or whatever. I am not into girls but, Kirsten was pretty darn sexy. She held her own. She just screamed sex. Wow man...





I took a lot of photos today. I felt very artsy and photog-like even though I am not. I would love a nice canon camera. Like the nice real ones. I always seem to break cameras so maybe thats a no go. Today was great. Tomorrow starts a whole new week. I will have some fashion post up. I have a couple of pants I have not shown.

Man that movie was grand.

It reminded me of my friends. It reminded me of my best friend. How she is so direct and cool about everything. She never freaks out. Always honest and tells me shit to me face. Just a real chick. I watched how the band fell apart. How friendships crashed and burned. How some of the Runaways still till this day does not talk at all. All over some dumb shit. I can't hold shit like that. I just can't. I can't hate someone for eternity if they piss me off. I just think of it as a lesson learned. I met this person for a reason.

What am I saying...

I'm an asshole, I hold grudges and laugh at people who think Im a douche lord. I'm not as nice as I use to be. Rose taught me that. She is coming to Cali in do time!

What A Bad Bitch Would Wear & Not Care...

I love bad ass fashion. I love all styles of fashion of course, I really do not have any particular style. But one style on my top 5 is punk rock fashion. I love it. I love manly suits and I love broad big shoulders. I love anything that looks dirty and holie. I love bad bitches like Rihanna and Cassie who shave there head. I love a bad bitch who wears converse in a Alexander Wang dress. I also love when a bad bad bitch rocks a baby doll dress with some bad ass Doc Martins. If it looks odd I like it. I am the type of girl that would rock plaid and polka dots and make the shit look good. Thats a bad ass if you ask me. So here are some clothes that are over a thousand dollars on there own....that are bad ass. I would wear all this shit.

This might get a bit emo-mazing for you. Just a warning..

• Oxfords In Alligator

Now I want a pair of these so bad. Like I said, I like manly type things and I like making them feminine.

• Romantica Pumpz

These are so pretty. I love the soft pink. This is not a bad bitch shoe at all, but with the right dress ( ripped up studded vest dress) it could look make it pretty bitch-a-licous.

• Spiked Jean Jacket

If this does not scream bad bitch I do not know what does. I would buy this in a second. I know its like my rent money....and I would be sleeping on the street. But then at least I would be sleeping on the street looking fierce.

• I just need to buy these...

I would bet the fact at least one of those studs would come off. Then again these are priced at like 2 thousand..so maybe not...

• Miley Makes The Boys Smiley

I first saw this shirt on Miley Cyrus. How bad ass is this. I would wear this everyday. I would wear my back out as well, with my rolls and everything. You couldn't tell me nuthin.

• Bad Azz Vest

So sexy. You could wear this vest with pretty much anything...it would make any outfit edgy.

• Chain Reaction

I would never put away this bag. Now everyone knows I am a big bag hag. I would love to own this. Its real busy and has a lot going on.

• Studz Budz

...*sigh*...........

• Knucklez For Ur Face

I am shocked Torrid does not have a knock off version of this ring? I would wear this shit out everywhere, even to the damn grocery store. It screams bad bitch. Could you imagine walking in a room with this shit on?

• Bootz That Kick Ballz

I would wear theses with leggings and be done with it. Top? I would just through on a button down stripped shirt and go about my day.

• Leggingz Worth Buying

My fat would seep out the sides but does Tia give a fuck? Of course not. And they say leggings are not pants...in this case....they are now....

• Sharp Edgez

.............I would...............I would..............

...I would..................I....

I would...do ANYTHING......for this blazer...

Who ever made this is my friend. This is so bad ass there are no words. *catches breathe*

• Military Fairiez

Last but not least. The military blazer. Why the hell does Torrid not have a knock off version of this? Do you know how much money they would make? They do have this one on their website which I might get..but we will see...

C'mon Torrid...lets get it together

P.S

Forever 21 has about 4 blazors like this already..*snap snap* Lets get it together people...

P.S.S

To the "people" who say "Well just lose weight and get into the F21 blazer." Fuck you because to be honest, a big fat cheesecake with strawberry fructose cover all over it sounds better...so....

............

Like I said......

Torrid! Lets get on the ball....

The Beautiful Blogger & Sugar Doll Award

Very urban Amy Winehouse don't you think? I think its pretty funny. Ha ha! Anyway. I want to take this time to dedicate a post to something thats cool and important to me. I started my blog August 2009 and I had no followers for about 3 months straight. I started this because one day I found some very famous well known blogs of woman who were my size and the posted there fashion. I literally looked at the screen at all the cute outfits and was like, "I have a lot of shit I never wore, maybe I should post all my stuff and pop the tags off those clothes."Thats how I kinda started this. Then it became a place to vent, a place for friends to contact me, a place for even people who can't stand me to read about me..It became a journal pretty much. So after all this and all the dramatics, I got two awards.

I never got any type of award for anything like this before. So I was quite honored and kinda giddy! The person who gave me this award and nominated me was this lovely beautiful woman below. Her blog is freaking awesome beyond words. I adore her and I am huge fan of her. So it came as a shock to me she threw my name in as one of her favorite blogs.
She is simply wonderful. Her jewelry is amazing as well! So I want to give a shout out to her. Check her out at http://thepaleandpallorprincess.blogspot.com/

Now when you get these you are suppose to post the blogs of your choice that you think are bad ass and deserve this award as well. So i picked my favorite blog that are on my "LOVE" list. So here are my award winners. I pass on the torch.

• A Day In The Life Of A Rugby Loving College Diva

http://nubianqueen89.blogspot.com/

• Fat-Tastic Fashion

http://fattasticfashion.blogspot.com/

• Dollface is Candysweet

http://dollface-is-candysweet.blogspot.com/

• Sweetfaced Style

http://sweetfacedstyle.blogspot.com/

• Caviar Dreams On A Cheese And Cracker Budget

http://caviardreamsbudget.onsugar.com/

• Shitney

http://shitn3y.tumblir.com/

Now I have to post 10 things about myself...Lets get started! Even though I am sure people know a lot already..lol!

1. I am a huge music head. Music means a lot to me, and I mean all music. I listen to Metallica all the way down to Taylor Swift. I do not discriminate.
2. I have dreads because I do not like doing my hair. I told my best friend Rose when I was 11 that I will have dreads by the time I am an adult, and I was right.
3. I am attracted to a lot of different looks. I like odd looking guys most of the time.
4. I like the Twilight saga..ALOT!
5. I have been married for about 3 years
6. I want kids but I am afraid of being a parent. I don't think I am mom material..right now.
7. I can draw just about anything, Im pretty creative.
8. Besides my best friend being Rose, my second best friend is my husband. I tell him everything and we are actually friends. Like seriously..we hang out in strip clubs and bars.
9. I love Hello Kitty
10. I will pay 60 dollars for sushi, I love sushi sooo much.

The Host and Shoes I Can't Walk In...Except One...

It is finally friday, and Twilight is on regular t.v. What is our world coming too? Just kidding, it is about time it came on TBS or Bravo I guess. I can not believe its been this long. It felt like just yesterday I bought the book. It kind of bums me out because it means the saga is almost over...one more movie left. So gay. Speaking of Twilight, I bought the new book called The Host today. Hopefully it is good. I speak more on it in the video below.

I have been on this shoe kick which sucks because I am not a shoe person. I am actually not even a heel person so this whole shoe kick is quite dumb.

*Side-tracked.......Twilights on right now, Jake looks so good, I feel like a rapist...I am so wrong...damn he got super buff since the Twilight. I am in love with that kid....literally.....eww right??*

Any way, Here are the shoes I am feeling but will never buy because I feel I am super tall. I can never pull any of these off except the boots.

• Screw you Miley...Im super jealous of her shoes....

• Kanye's Girlfriend Amber Rose was rocking these the other day..

• I want these. I want these. I want these! Where can i find even a knock off pair of combat boots!!? Where the heel can I get like a twenty dollar pair? I can so rock these with some leggings and a big sloppy ass tee shirt.....*droul*..

• These are similar to Amber Rose's shoes...I like them in black...

• I would totally rock these in real life I think...but the wedges are a bit too tall....anything with studs or pyramids on the shoes...I WILL buy.

• I couldn't rock these if I tried....But damn these are hot....

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